There is nothing that makes me want to put off getting ready for work more then rain. Right now it is raining buckets outside so of course I'm sitting in front of my computer praying for time to cease until at least the rain does.

I realized I haven't gotten much of a chance to post in the past couple weeks. The hours I work have been leaving me so drained at night. Which I find strange since I used to work similar hours at Kindercare. I guess the difference is that at Kindercare I didn't work them everyday. (It just felt like I did)

I've also been trying to get into a gym routine, which has been working poorly at best. I've realized that I rely on competition as motivation for going to the gym regularly. I don't have the internal motivation to keep myself going. Even when I actually make it there I find myself cutting corners to get out. I've started to use the girl I work with as motivation. After work she goes to a Yoga class, and since i really don't care for the girl, I always feel the need to be better then her. I'm also using my thighs as motivation. It seems like they have gotten bigger since the move, and i'm really just not ok with that. I thrive on skinny jeans lately, so big thighs are just not gonna work for me.

And when did it become the middle of novemeber already? I can't believe how fast the last 4 months have flown by. But i'm excited, because in a few weeks it will be just about christmas and i will finally get to go to michigan to visit the loves of my life.

And I know this is last weeks news, but the Aqua Dot recall, have you heard it? How did those people not know they were making GHB for little kids? Its hilarious and horrible at the same time.