I'm trying to really get over the pitfall of my life that was the nasty, but this was just too good not to blog about.

Last night my mom brought down to me my high school yearbook. I was excited. As i looked through it I tried to keep my comments about the nasty to a minimum, basically because i was with two boys who could care less about who the nasty is, or how much she makes my blood boil. Which is probably for the best. However I could not help myself but to laugh out loud when i read the epic she penned at the end. I also couldn't help but wonder was she ever for real?

And since everyone could use a good laugh, let me give you some examples from her blubberring note of adoration and respect, which must have been lies, since she's "hated me since like 8th grade"

"We have had our ups and downs but through it all we have remained friends and are going to the same college. We're going to have the best time. Michigan has just acquired one of the smartest and most beautiful people I know."

bullshit.

"You and I are just stuck together for life! Thats basically what it comes down to! being your friend is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. "

I can only guess that I still feel a little hurt everytime I talk about the nasty because there was never really any closure. There was no point that we ever just said to each other, or her to me that we just couldn't be friends anymore. It was that disrespect towards me that hurt the most. Reading what she wrote to me in my yearbook makes me think that she was a manipulative, cold hearted, backstabbing friend, doing what she could to get ahead. And when she didn't need you anymore she'd cast you away. Although she cause me a lot of anger and frustration I know that I'm not the only one that feels that way, and thanks to her i've been able to find my real friends, the ones that i'd rather be stuck together with for life. The ones that make me feel good about myself instead of bad.

So thanks nasty, for causing rifts in friendships and bringing out my true friends in life.